At this moment, i'm just feelin so ecstatic. Since yesterday actually. A miracle happen. Something i was waiting for. Finally it's an end for them. I'm not wishing for anything but i just feel more...relaxed? No. Like...free. No. I don't know how to say it but it's inside there that i've always been wishing for ***** and waiting for ***** but just get totally left. Alone. ***** going to someone else. A person i don't want ***** to be with, because of some reasons.
I know it may sounds mean to wish something bad, but it's the best for *****. I just want ***** to ends up with me and not get hurt, because ***** is a good person.
One thing i do know that when i like someone, i don't just like any random people. If i like someone, i'd stick with him in good times and bad times.
For i belive, to be in a relationship, you need to have trust. That's just the basic though. The other things can follow.
But anyway, i'm happy. Though i would be happier if i could see *****, it's been a long time and i miss *****.
I just wish it won't be karma. I don't want it to happen to me. What i just wanted is being really good friends with *****. If being lovers is impossible, i would love to be their best friend instead.
"Sayang belum berarti Suka,
Suka belum berarti Cinta,
Cinta belum berarti Kekasih,
Kekasih belum berarti selamanya."
Funny timesss..!! Fasting Timeee a.k.a Puasaaa...!
Tomorrow is fastingg timeee, but guess what? I won’t be able to do it because I have the daily routine gurl thing. So anyway starting from tomorrow, I need to watch what I say and act right. No swearing, needs to be more patient, be a good girl, no complaining all the time, no lying…which is kinda impossible, but the point is always try to do nice things. Yes.
Well anyway today there were kinda a lot of funny things happened. First my mom was making “rujak” this indo-yummy-appetizer but anyway so she was emmhhh I dunno how to say this but “ngulek or ulek-ulekin” the sauce with this “tempat ulekan dari batu” << thing, I dunno how to say it in English but yeah the thing was made out of stone. And I don’t know what happened or maybe my mom was just too high, she maybe “ulek” it too hard that the stone broke into half. Which just drives my dad and me, into crackin our head off. It was hilarious. The thing was made out of stone and she broke it. That’s how powerful my mom is. She can break heavy stones. Cuz it’s not some kind of light palate. IT’s a really heavy palate bowl that pretty thick. But yeah.
And then another funny thing, at these kind of season, is the season of sickness. I don’t know why my 1st bro was sick then my dad is and now my baby bro is sick too. And the funny thing was, my dad was coughing hardly on the bed with my lil bro beside him watching tv. But since he has a big tummy, when he coughs it goes up and down. So when he coughs my baby bro was hitting his tummy instead of his back. LMAO!!! It was hilarious if u sees it in reality.
Another funny story is when I have my private lesson last night. Yesterday subject was “English” which I don’t really pay attention to cuz I already know the basics. But the English teacher knows my history and stuff, so yesterday we chatted about pronunciation. Since Indonesians have funny accents when they speak English, it’s funny sometimes how they pronounce things. Like “beach” sometimes it can sound like “bitch”. But then the English teacher who is an Indonesian, not a native, told me this really funny story about his experience with his other Indonesian students.
>So it was like this…this English teacher had a long beard…as it got longer, he decided to shave it. Then when he go to the school he teaches, a student of his same up to him saying “Sir, can I ask you something?”
Teacher: Yes what is it?
Student: You are different, aren’t you missing something?
T: really? No, I’m not missing anything.
S: Yes, you are.
T: What is it?
S: Your bird.
T: (Shocked) What?
S: Your bird is missing.
T: What do you mean? How do you know it’s missing?
S: Yes it’s missing. I saw it yesterday. You cut it.
T: (More shocked O.O) WHAT?
S: Yes, your bird was still there yesterday.
T: (*thinking* even now my bird is still here :P but still confused and shocked.) Where did you see me? (O.O)
S: Here at school…see…(while rubbing his chin) you cut your birrdd..
T: (Getting what his student mean) OHHH…BE-ARD…not BIRD…! =P Yes I cut my beard. (sighed, feeling relaxed, if bird, I already cut it a long time ago *he meant to say*) LMAO.
So yeah, that’s a story because of wrong pronunciation could mean a different meaning. If you know what I mean above, you’ll laugh at the innocently sick convo =P
So yeah, right now though, I’m going to do my bio homework first. I have a 3 days off because of early fasting break, but so many tasks to do. I’d rather stay at home though than going I dunno where, because I could finish my money up. which is bad. Because I need to save up money and be more efficient. Yes.
That’s the plan. At this fasting season, I need to…
1) Lose some weight, control the eating habits.
2) Be more efficient and mature.
3) Be more patient, and no swearing or complaining.
4) Needs to have good marks on my quizzes and finish my tasks.
5) Be good at school, home, and everywhere, needs to keep my manners right. =)
CAIO nhizaaa…u can do it!!!
RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!! Although I can’t fast on the first days because of some thingssss…but I know I’m strong and I can do it. YES.!.! Go nhizzza!
But before all, I want to apologize for all my mistakes if I hurt some people’s feelings or anything either purposely or not intentionally. Also the wrong things I’ve done. Forgive me everyone. At the month of purity and forgiveness, we humans must try to do as many goods as we can and forgive each other and help each other as God’s beings. So sorry my friends and relations, please forgive my bad habits. May God bless all of us.
Well anyway today there were kinda a lot of funny things happened. First my mom was making “rujak” this indo-yummy-appetizer but anyway so she was emmhhh I dunno how to say this but “ngulek or ulek-ulekin” the sauce with this “tempat ulekan dari batu” << thing, I dunno how to say it in English but yeah the thing was made out of stone. And I don’t know what happened or maybe my mom was just too high, she maybe “ulek” it too hard that the stone broke into half. Which just drives my dad and me, into crackin our head off. It was hilarious. The thing was made out of stone and she broke it. That’s how powerful my mom is. She can break heavy stones. Cuz it’s not some kind of light palate. IT’s a really heavy palate bowl that pretty thick. But yeah.
And then another funny thing, at these kind of season, is the season of sickness. I don’t know why my 1st bro was sick then my dad is and now my baby bro is sick too. And the funny thing was, my dad was coughing hardly on the bed with my lil bro beside him watching tv. But since he has a big tummy, when he coughs it goes up and down. So when he coughs my baby bro was hitting his tummy instead of his back. LMAO!!! It was hilarious if u sees it in reality.
Another funny story is when I have my private lesson last night. Yesterday subject was “English” which I don’t really pay attention to cuz I already know the basics. But the English teacher knows my history and stuff, so yesterday we chatted about pronunciation. Since Indonesians have funny accents when they speak English, it’s funny sometimes how they pronounce things. Like “beach” sometimes it can sound like “bitch”. But then the English teacher who is an Indonesian, not a native, told me this really funny story about his experience with his other Indonesian students.
>So it was like this…this English teacher had a long beard…as it got longer, he decided to shave it. Then when he go to the school he teaches, a student of his same up to him saying “Sir, can I ask you something?”
Teacher: Yes what is it?
Student: You are different, aren’t you missing something?
T: really? No, I’m not missing anything.
S: Yes, you are.
T: What is it?
S: Your bird.
T: (Shocked) What?
S: Your bird is missing.
T: What do you mean? How do you know it’s missing?
S: Yes it’s missing. I saw it yesterday. You cut it.
T: (More shocked O.O) WHAT?
S: Yes, your bird was still there yesterday.
T: (*thinking* even now my bird is still here :P but still confused and shocked.) Where did you see me? (O.O)
S: Here at school…see…(while rubbing his chin) you cut your birrdd..
T: (Getting what his student mean) OHHH…BE-ARD…not BIRD…! =P Yes I cut my beard. (sighed, feeling relaxed, if bird, I already cut it a long time ago *he meant to say*) LMAO.
So yeah, that’s a story because of wrong pronunciation could mean a different meaning. If you know what I mean above, you’ll laugh at the innocently sick convo =P
So yeah, right now though, I’m going to do my bio homework first. I have a 3 days off because of early fasting break, but so many tasks to do. I’d rather stay at home though than going I dunno where, because I could finish my money up. which is bad. Because I need to save up money and be more efficient. Yes.
That’s the plan. At this fasting season, I need to…
1) Lose some weight, control the eating habits.
2) Be more efficient and mature.
3) Be more patient, and no swearing or complaining.
4) Needs to have good marks on my quizzes and finish my tasks.
5) Be good at school, home, and everywhere, needs to keep my manners right. =)
CAIO nhizaaa…u can do it!!!
RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!! Although I can’t fast on the first days because of some thingssss…but I know I’m strong and I can do it. YES.!.! Go nhizzza!
But before all, I want to apologize for all my mistakes if I hurt some people’s feelings or anything either purposely or not intentionally. Also the wrong things I’ve done. Forgive me everyone. At the month of purity and forgiveness, we humans must try to do as many goods as we can and forgive each other and help each other as God’s beings. So sorry my friends and relations, please forgive my bad habits. May God bless all of us.
Mixed up.
I don't really know what to say or feeling but i just want to give updates.
Somehow i feel sorry for my lover boy...althou reallyyy...kind of happy too. Whatta hell? I'm not makin sense? yeah. i don't get it either. Mannnn i just want to scream out "I MISSS UUUU and I WANTTT TO SEEE UUUU, ONLYYY UUU, i WANNA HANG OUT WITH UUUU, TALKKK WITHHH UUU and just REWIND TIMEEE to BEE WITH YOUUUU" :( does he even know that? No. (T.T) he's being heartbroken himself. [on yo face]
Seriously if he's with meee....it won't be like that. I don't know what it would be but IF it just didn't end up like that,...we'd know by now.
Like the quote, "If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"
I wish it would be like that or more like i want it to be like "come back to me".
It's hard to forget someone i really like and fall again for someoneelse. Even though he's occupied. I don't care. I still do like him. I wishhhh the messer didn't came. Agh. soo stupid.
Forget about that. Let's seee....pretty much i'm having a 3 days break forr fastingg breakk. yeahh....! I need to be good. No swearing, no doing somethng inappropriate. no bad things. but worse...! I just had my period so i prolly missed the first days of fasting time. Sucks? yeah. Well that's pretty much it for lately. Nothin exciting.
My lifeee sucks. NO it's okay. No more complaining. yes. nope. i shouldn't make it as a habit. YEs. CAIO nhizzz...u can do it! syalalala boom boom <3
Somehow i feel sorry for my lover boy...althou reallyyy...kind of happy too. Whatta hell? I'm not makin sense? yeah. i don't get it either. Mannnn i just want to scream out "I MISSS UUUU and I WANTTT TO SEEE UUUU, ONLYYY UUU, i WANNA HANG OUT WITH UUUU, TALKKK WITHHH UUU and just REWIND TIMEEE to BEE WITH YOUUUU" :( does he even know that? No. (T.T) he's being heartbroken himself. [on yo face]
Seriously if he's with meee....it won't be like that. I don't know what it would be but IF it just didn't end up like that,...we'd know by now.
Like the quote, "If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"
I wish it would be like that or more like i want it to be like "come back to me".
It's hard to forget someone i really like and fall again for someoneelse. Even though he's occupied. I don't care. I still do like him. I wishhhh the messer didn't came. Agh. soo stupid.
Forget about that. Let's seee....pretty much i'm having a 3 days break forr fastingg breakk. yeahh....! I need to be good. No swearing, no doing somethng inappropriate. no bad things. but worse...! I just had my period so i prolly missed the first days of fasting time. Sucks? yeah. Well that's pretty much it for lately. Nothin exciting.
My lifeee sucks. NO it's okay. No more complaining. yes. nope. i shouldn't make it as a habit. YEs. CAIO nhizzz...u can do it! syalalala boom boom <3
Updates....updates...updates...on satnite...
First of all fuck...i have so many heavy books to carry everyday, which is not so funny bcoz i wonder if i can ever grow taller anymore?!!??! agh....the hell man!
But hei...in my new school and new class....i've made new frends...and s'cool. thou there are some probs with sum ppl...but i hope i won't have enemies. it's just the one thing i don't want to have.
I'm still learning the differences here and my old school and just adjust with everything.
I'm like looking for info for my work while listening to MTV and chill since it's been a long time i haven't had peace on a saturday night.
Actually i have lots of stuff to tell that happens in this week but i'm just to lazy to write so i think....i'll stop here for now.
Plus....i'm so annoyed, i'm not gonna wear my high school uniform for another fuckin week......dumbshit!
But hei...in my new school and new class....i've made new frends...and s'cool. thou there are some probs with sum ppl...but i hope i won't have enemies. it's just the one thing i don't want to have.
I'm still learning the differences here and my old school and just adjust with everything.
I'm like looking for info for my work while listening to MTV and chill since it's been a long time i haven't had peace on a saturday night.
Actually i have lots of stuff to tell that happens in this week but i'm just to lazy to write so i think....i'll stop here for now.
Plus....i'm so annoyed, i'm not gonna wear my high school uniform for another fuckin week......dumbshit!
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Ecstatic.
At this moment, i'm just feelin so ecstatic. Since yesterday actually. A miracle happen. Something i was waiting for. Finally it's an end for them. I'm not wishing for anything but i just feel more...relaxed? No. Like...free. No. I don't know how to say it but it's inside there that i've always been wishing for ***** and waiting for ***** but just get totally left. Alone. ***** going to someone else. A person i don't want ***** to be with, because of some reasons.
I know it may sounds mean to wish something bad, but it's the best for *****. I just want ***** to ends up with me and not get hurt, because ***** is a good person.
One thing i do know that when i like someone, i don't just like any random people. If i like someone, i'd stick with him in good times and bad times.
For i belive, to be in a relationship, you need to have trust. That's just the basic though. The other things can follow.
But anyway, i'm happy. Though i would be happier if i could see *****, it's been a long time and i miss *****.
I just wish it won't be karma. I don't want it to happen to me. What i just wanted is being really good friends with *****. If being lovers is impossible, i would love to be their best friend instead.
"Sayang belum berarti Suka,
Suka belum berarti Cinta,
Cinta belum berarti Kekasih,
Kekasih belum berarti selamanya."
I know it may sounds mean to wish something bad, but it's the best for *****. I just want ***** to ends up with me and not get hurt, because ***** is a good person.
One thing i do know that when i like someone, i don't just like any random people. If i like someone, i'd stick with him in good times and bad times.
For i belive, to be in a relationship, you need to have trust. That's just the basic though. The other things can follow.
But anyway, i'm happy. Though i would be happier if i could see *****, it's been a long time and i miss *****.
I just wish it won't be karma. I don't want it to happen to me. What i just wanted is being really good friends with *****. If being lovers is impossible, i would love to be their best friend instead.
"Sayang belum berarti Suka,
Suka belum berarti Cinta,
Cinta belum berarti Kekasih,
Kekasih belum berarti selamanya."
Funny timesss..!! Fasting Timeee a.k.a Puasaaa...!
Tomorrow is fastingg timeee, but guess what? I won’t be able to do it because I have the daily routine gurl thing. So anyway starting from tomorrow, I need to watch what I say and act right. No swearing, needs to be more patient, be a good girl, no complaining all the time, no lying…which is kinda impossible, but the point is always try to do nice things. Yes.
Well anyway today there were kinda a lot of funny things happened. First my mom was making “rujak” this indo-yummy-appetizer but anyway so she was emmhhh I dunno how to say this but “ngulek or ulek-ulekin” the sauce with this “tempat ulekan dari batu” << thing, I dunno how to say it in English but yeah the thing was made out of stone. And I don’t know what happened or maybe my mom was just too high, she maybe “ulek” it too hard that the stone broke into half. Which just drives my dad and me, into crackin our head off. It was hilarious. The thing was made out of stone and she broke it. That’s how powerful my mom is. She can break heavy stones. Cuz it’s not some kind of light palate. IT’s a really heavy palate bowl that pretty thick. But yeah.
And then another funny thing, at these kind of season, is the season of sickness. I don’t know why my 1st bro was sick then my dad is and now my baby bro is sick too. And the funny thing was, my dad was coughing hardly on the bed with my lil bro beside him watching tv. But since he has a big tummy, when he coughs it goes up and down. So when he coughs my baby bro was hitting his tummy instead of his back. LMAO!!! It was hilarious if u sees it in reality.
Another funny story is when I have my private lesson last night. Yesterday subject was “English” which I don’t really pay attention to cuz I already know the basics. But the English teacher knows my history and stuff, so yesterday we chatted about pronunciation. Since Indonesians have funny accents when they speak English, it’s funny sometimes how they pronounce things. Like “beach” sometimes it can sound like “bitch”. But then the English teacher who is an Indonesian, not a native, told me this really funny story about his experience with his other Indonesian students.
>So it was like this…this English teacher had a long beard…as it got longer, he decided to shave it. Then when he go to the school he teaches, a student of his same up to him saying “Sir, can I ask you something?”
Teacher: Yes what is it?
Student: You are different, aren’t you missing something?
T: really? No, I’m not missing anything.
S: Yes, you are.
T: What is it?
S: Your bird.
T: (Shocked) What?
S: Your bird is missing.
T: What do you mean? How do you know it’s missing?
S: Yes it’s missing. I saw it yesterday. You cut it.
T: (More shocked O.O) WHAT?
S: Yes, your bird was still there yesterday.
T: (*thinking* even now my bird is still here :P but still confused and shocked.) Where did you see me? (O.O)
S: Here at school…see…(while rubbing his chin) you cut your birrdd..
T: (Getting what his student mean) OHHH…BE-ARD…not BIRD…! =P Yes I cut my beard. (sighed, feeling relaxed, if bird, I already cut it a long time ago *he meant to say*) LMAO.
So yeah, that’s a story because of wrong pronunciation could mean a different meaning. If you know what I mean above, you’ll laugh at the innocently sick convo =P
So yeah, right now though, I’m going to do my bio homework first. I have a 3 days off because of early fasting break, but so many tasks to do. I’d rather stay at home though than going I dunno where, because I could finish my money up. which is bad. Because I need to save up money and be more efficient. Yes.
That’s the plan. At this fasting season, I need to…
1) Lose some weight, control the eating habits.
2) Be more efficient and mature.
3) Be more patient, and no swearing or complaining.
4) Needs to have good marks on my quizzes and finish my tasks.
5) Be good at school, home, and everywhere, needs to keep my manners right. =)
CAIO nhizaaa…u can do it!!!
RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!! Although I can’t fast on the first days because of some thingssss…but I know I’m strong and I can do it. YES.!.! Go nhizzza!
But before all, I want to apologize for all my mistakes if I hurt some people’s feelings or anything either purposely or not intentionally. Also the wrong things I’ve done. Forgive me everyone. At the month of purity and forgiveness, we humans must try to do as many goods as we can and forgive each other and help each other as God’s beings. So sorry my friends and relations, please forgive my bad habits. May God bless all of us.
Well anyway today there were kinda a lot of funny things happened. First my mom was making “rujak” this indo-yummy-appetizer but anyway so she was emmhhh I dunno how to say this but “ngulek or ulek-ulekin” the sauce with this “tempat ulekan dari batu” << thing, I dunno how to say it in English but yeah the thing was made out of stone. And I don’t know what happened or maybe my mom was just too high, she maybe “ulek” it too hard that the stone broke into half. Which just drives my dad and me, into crackin our head off. It was hilarious. The thing was made out of stone and she broke it. That’s how powerful my mom is. She can break heavy stones. Cuz it’s not some kind of light palate. IT’s a really heavy palate bowl that pretty thick. But yeah.
And then another funny thing, at these kind of season, is the season of sickness. I don’t know why my 1st bro was sick then my dad is and now my baby bro is sick too. And the funny thing was, my dad was coughing hardly on the bed with my lil bro beside him watching tv. But since he has a big tummy, when he coughs it goes up and down. So when he coughs my baby bro was hitting his tummy instead of his back. LMAO!!! It was hilarious if u sees it in reality.
Another funny story is when I have my private lesson last night. Yesterday subject was “English” which I don’t really pay attention to cuz I already know the basics. But the English teacher knows my history and stuff, so yesterday we chatted about pronunciation. Since Indonesians have funny accents when they speak English, it’s funny sometimes how they pronounce things. Like “beach” sometimes it can sound like “bitch”. But then the English teacher who is an Indonesian, not a native, told me this really funny story about his experience with his other Indonesian students.
>So it was like this…this English teacher had a long beard…as it got longer, he decided to shave it. Then when he go to the school he teaches, a student of his same up to him saying “Sir, can I ask you something?”
Teacher: Yes what is it?
Student: You are different, aren’t you missing something?
T: really? No, I’m not missing anything.
S: Yes, you are.
T: What is it?
S: Your bird.
T: (Shocked) What?
S: Your bird is missing.
T: What do you mean? How do you know it’s missing?
S: Yes it’s missing. I saw it yesterday. You cut it.
T: (More shocked O.O) WHAT?
S: Yes, your bird was still there yesterday.
T: (*thinking* even now my bird is still here :P but still confused and shocked.) Where did you see me? (O.O)
S: Here at school…see…(while rubbing his chin) you cut your birrdd..
T: (Getting what his student mean) OHHH…BE-ARD…not BIRD…! =P Yes I cut my beard. (sighed, feeling relaxed, if bird, I already cut it a long time ago *he meant to say*) LMAO.
So yeah, that’s a story because of wrong pronunciation could mean a different meaning. If you know what I mean above, you’ll laugh at the innocently sick convo =P
So yeah, right now though, I’m going to do my bio homework first. I have a 3 days off because of early fasting break, but so many tasks to do. I’d rather stay at home though than going I dunno where, because I could finish my money up. which is bad. Because I need to save up money and be more efficient. Yes.
That’s the plan. At this fasting season, I need to…
1) Lose some weight, control the eating habits.
2) Be more efficient and mature.
3) Be more patient, and no swearing or complaining.
4) Needs to have good marks on my quizzes and finish my tasks.
5) Be good at school, home, and everywhere, needs to keep my manners right. =)
CAIO nhizaaa…u can do it!!!
RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!! Although I can’t fast on the first days because of some thingssss…but I know I’m strong and I can do it. YES.!.! Go nhizzza!
But before all, I want to apologize for all my mistakes if I hurt some people’s feelings or anything either purposely or not intentionally. Also the wrong things I’ve done. Forgive me everyone. At the month of purity and forgiveness, we humans must try to do as many goods as we can and forgive each other and help each other as God’s beings. So sorry my friends and relations, please forgive my bad habits. May God bless all of us.
Mixed up.
I don't really know what to say or feeling but i just want to give updates.
Somehow i feel sorry for my lover boy...althou reallyyy...kind of happy too. Whatta hell? I'm not makin sense? yeah. i don't get it either. Mannnn i just want to scream out "I MISSS UUUU and I WANTTT TO SEEE UUUU, ONLYYY UUU, i WANNA HANG OUT WITH UUUU, TALKKK WITHHH UUU and just REWIND TIMEEE to BEE WITH YOUUUU" :( does he even know that? No. (T.T) he's being heartbroken himself. [on yo face]
Seriously if he's with meee....it won't be like that. I don't know what it would be but IF it just didn't end up like that,...we'd know by now.
Like the quote, "If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"
I wish it would be like that or more like i want it to be like "come back to me".
It's hard to forget someone i really like and fall again for someoneelse. Even though he's occupied. I don't care. I still do like him. I wishhhh the messer didn't came. Agh. soo stupid.
Forget about that. Let's seee....pretty much i'm having a 3 days break forr fastingg breakk. yeahh....! I need to be good. No swearing, no doing somethng inappropriate. no bad things. but worse...! I just had my period so i prolly missed the first days of fasting time. Sucks? yeah. Well that's pretty much it for lately. Nothin exciting.
My lifeee sucks. NO it's okay. No more complaining. yes. nope. i shouldn't make it as a habit. YEs. CAIO nhizzz...u can do it! syalalala boom boom <3
Somehow i feel sorry for my lover boy...althou reallyyy...kind of happy too. Whatta hell? I'm not makin sense? yeah. i don't get it either. Mannnn i just want to scream out "I MISSS UUUU and I WANTTT TO SEEE UUUU, ONLYYY UUU, i WANNA HANG OUT WITH UUUU, TALKKK WITHHH UUU and just REWIND TIMEEE to BEE WITH YOUUUU" :( does he even know that? No. (T.T) he's being heartbroken himself. [on yo face]
Seriously if he's with meee....it won't be like that. I don't know what it would be but IF it just didn't end up like that,...we'd know by now.
Like the quote, "If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"
I wish it would be like that or more like i want it to be like "come back to me".
It's hard to forget someone i really like and fall again for someoneelse. Even though he's occupied. I don't care. I still do like him. I wishhhh the messer didn't came. Agh. soo stupid.
Forget about that. Let's seee....pretty much i'm having a 3 days break forr fastingg breakk. yeahh....! I need to be good. No swearing, no doing somethng inappropriate. no bad things. but worse...! I just had my period so i prolly missed the first days of fasting time. Sucks? yeah. Well that's pretty much it for lately. Nothin exciting.
My lifeee sucks. NO it's okay. No more complaining. yes. nope. i shouldn't make it as a habit. YEs. CAIO nhizzz...u can do it! syalalala boom boom <3
Updates....updates...updates...on satnite...
First of all fuck...i have so many heavy books to carry everyday, which is not so funny bcoz i wonder if i can ever grow taller anymore?!!??! agh....the hell man!
But hei...in my new school and new class....i've made new frends...and s'cool. thou there are some probs with sum ppl...but i hope i won't have enemies. it's just the one thing i don't want to have.
I'm still learning the differences here and my old school and just adjust with everything.
I'm like looking for info for my work while listening to MTV and chill since it's been a long time i haven't had peace on a saturday night.
Actually i have lots of stuff to tell that happens in this week but i'm just to lazy to write so i think....i'll stop here for now.
Plus....i'm so annoyed, i'm not gonna wear my high school uniform for another fuckin week......dumbshit!
But hei...in my new school and new class....i've made new frends...and s'cool. thou there are some probs with sum ppl...but i hope i won't have enemies. it's just the one thing i don't want to have.
I'm still learning the differences here and my old school and just adjust with everything.
I'm like looking for info for my work while listening to MTV and chill since it's been a long time i haven't had peace on a saturday night.
Actually i have lots of stuff to tell that happens in this week but i'm just to lazy to write so i think....i'll stop here for now.
Plus....i'm so annoyed, i'm not gonna wear my high school uniform for another fuckin week......dumbshit!
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- A girl who loves to have a good laugh, hanging out, travelling, experiencing something new and meet new people. That's me. Always cheerful at the outside and very cheeky in the inside. A very easy-going and nice person. (: