1st Place.....yay-yeah!

last week i was picked by my teacher to be a representative for the english short storymaking competition at this hotel Marbella. I was shocked and kinda nervous. But then you know i put hard work into it and just leave the results up to God and guess WHAT?!?!?!

I WoN 1st PLACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's amazing but shocking too. I didn't expect it. But anyways i'm happy that i've alreayd made a step to make everyone i love happy. :)

and now i dunnoooo.....yesterday some kids from my school and smancil had 'tawuran' i dunno how to say it in english but it's bad.

anyways i'm kinda broken hearted too because i think the guy i still have a crush on is hitting on someone and already shot her. I hope, i really really hope, he's rejected. :( i know it sounds bad and i'm egostitical but.......i just can't let him go.


OKay maybe i'm happy if he's happy but it kinda sound like bullshit at times. huft. Whatever i gotta move on move on move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn......right? :'(