Mixed up.

I don't really know what to say or feeling but i just want to give updates.

Somehow i feel sorry for my lover boy...althou reallyyy...kind of happy too. Whatta hell? I'm not makin sense? yeah. i don't get it either. Mannnn i just want to scream out "I MISSS UUUU and I WANTTT TO SEEE UUUU, ONLYYY UUU, i WANNA HANG OUT WITH UUUU, TALKKK WITHHH UUU and just REWIND TIMEEE to BEE WITH YOUUUU" :( does he even know that? No. (T.T) he's being heartbroken himself. [on yo face]

Seriously if he's with meee....it won't be like that. I don't know what it would be but IF it just didn't end up like that,...we'd know by now.

Like the quote, "If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

I wish it would be like that or more like i want it to be like "come back to me".
It's hard to forget someone i really like and fall again for someoneelse. Even though he's occupied. I don't care. I still do like him. I wishhhh the messer didn't came. Agh. soo stupid.

Forget about that. Let's seee....pretty much i'm having a 3 days break forr fastingg breakk. yeahh....! I need to be good. No swearing, no doing somethng inappropriate. no bad things. but worse...! I just had my period so i prolly missed the first days of fasting time. Sucks? yeah. Well that's pretty much it for lately. Nothin exciting.

My lifeee sucks. NO it's okay. No more complaining. yes. nope. i shouldn't make it as a habit. YEs. CAIO nhizzz...u can do it! syalalala boom boom <3