Ecstatic.

At this moment, i'm just feelin so ecstatic. Since yesterday actually. A miracle happen. Something i was waiting for. Finally it's an end for them. I'm not wishing for anything but i just feel more...relaxed? No. Like...free. No. I don't know how to say it but it's inside there that i've always been wishing for ***** and waiting for ***** but just get totally left. Alone. ***** going to someone else. A person i don't want ***** to be with, because of some reasons.

I know it may sounds mean to wish something bad, but it's the best for *****. I just want ***** to ends up with me and not get hurt, because ***** is a good person.

One thing i do know that when i like someone, i don't just like any random people. If i like someone, i'd stick with him in good times and bad times.

For i belive, to be in a relationship, you need to have trust. That's just the basic though. The other things can follow.

But anyway, i'm happy. Though i would be happier if i could see *****, it's been a long time and i miss *****.

I just wish it won't be karma. I don't want it to happen to me. What i just wanted is being really good friends with *****. If being lovers is impossible, i would love to be their best friend instead.

"Sayang belum berarti Suka,
Suka belum berarti Cinta,
Cinta belum berarti Kekasih,
Kekasih belum berarti selamanya."