Happy, annoyed, dissapointed...it's all jumbled up.

Right now...i don't know what's on my mind or what i'm feeling bcoz all of it are jumbled up. It's like everything is a spazz but i'm not spazzing.

First of all, today...i was kind of dissapointed, actually. I just realised it now. I was dissapointed that i didn't see the person who i want to see. But it was healed. =) I saw others that can cheer me up.

Secondly...i'm annoyed. I just remember today was like kind of embarassing. No one can really say my middle name right and it's annoying. Although,..it makes me feel special... =D hehehe. I mean it's not hard or anything.

And now, i'm happy randomly. XD hahaha see...my mind and feelings are being capricious. I feel so stupid, i thought about lots of stuff to write but then when i see the page, i totaly lose em. It's like blank.

Anyways i'm just wondering what i reaaaalllyyy should do that's actualy useful.

But ooohhhh.....i saw this raaannndom guyy at this place..and he looks manly buut he sounds so fuckinly GAY. IT's freakyyy....

....my thoughts were like .... "whoaaaa.....holy shit, is he gaaayy?" cuz he certainly act like a gay person.

AND NOW I REMEMBER WHAT I WANT TO SAY! SO okay...I'm gonna be in HIGH SCHOOL, like HIGH SCHOOL!!! can u believe it? yes. :P
hahaha. so lame.

but yea....high school makes me sound SOOO friggin OLD. I mean i may be a high schoolers but i don't think i act like one XD hehehe.
Maybe i can think like one but don't really act like one. HAha.

I wish i can cope with these stuff. Indo sounds scary. Hahaha. I don't know why, i'm excited but nervous. And it's also SO different from my old school in Saudi.

THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY fuckin RULES! it's blegghhh...even some useless ones. Gee...
i am one bad student. Hahaha. But i'll adapt, i mean it won't be totally useless right? Right. Just have to cope with it cuz this is why they call this...LIFE.

Hahaha. I'm being weird right now. maybeee...I don't know.

Did i tell you i'm gonna watch the korena drama??? OFC. hehehe. It's tonite. hahah i can't waaaittt. I'm pretty excited to watch it again. Hahaha. what a suck up.

I thinnnkkk i sweared kind of a lot. I don't know. But forgive me, this is only happens when i'm high. Not always but mostly. Hehe.